The last few days have been pretty up and down. My mood has dropped and I have become frustrated and worried. I am down right DONE with waiting. Waiting for tests, waiting for Jack to eat more, waiting to figure out whats really going on with MY baby.
Why do I feel so alone? I am left in the dark and there is no light switch.
Yesterday was President's day, to me it was a much needed day off. Besides all the days I have taken off, this one was scheduled. It was nice to sleep in, play with the boys (I'm not going to lie, I wanted to ring their necks like a dish rag!) clean the house and make a nice dinner. All in all, I LOVED it... every single second!
So, I ask. Why do our moods change so quickly? Why do we feel so happy, careless and free one minute then BANG... so down the next? For your own information I do see a Doctor and I do take crazy meds why? Cuz I AM GOING INSANE!
Sorry for such a yucky post, just felt the need to clear the air!
Love to you all,
The Mama
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